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One day, go to the park with me, and we can fly that "flying Fuck" toy together. We'll record it, and run around the park like the fucking idiots we are and giggle like monsters. Then eat brownies because I bought a whole pound of fucking brownie mix and it's going to be fucking delicious.
Because I am better than what you think I am.
And I will become better than what you think of me.
Why? Because I am me.
I break down like a piece of fragile glass.
And I'll stand like a brick wall when I'm whole again.
I'll laugh it off like a retard,
I'll even look down on you when you fall.
Because I look proud and mighty like this.
You can't destroy me.
I don't normally smile like everyone else.
Sure, I always look like I'm about to kill someone.
You will scatter out of my way,
because I'll always be like this.
You will avoid me.
I make myself unapproachable.
It feels better like this.
I don't want you asking me if I'm okay.
I already know you don't care.
You're just asking to make yourself look
caring,
understanding,
and polite
in front of everyone.
Because they judge you.
Just like how you judge me.
But I won't give a damn anymore.
Because I refuse to hide behind a veil unlike you.